I realized yesterday that I am irresponsible.
I just wanna have fun, and so far that’s been easy for me. I am a happy person, I am naturally high and think about exciting & inspiring things all the time. In any situation, I always find the most comfortable place to be and chill out.
But you’re starting to change, you’re planning your life, and I don’t like it. I don’t wanna be a part of that, I just want you to be a part of my life, not the other way around. I can handle adding you into my life, but I cannot be added to yours. I have to have my own life.
But 80k is still a lot of money, what do I do?
I should probably be talking about this with him instead of blogging it, but again, I’m irresponsible.
I have the cold and my stomach feels bad, but I don’t think the two are related.
I’m going through Google Reader (Jerline I love it when you update a thousand entries) and listening to Jack Johnson, so I’m in a good mood! The future is scary, stop it, I want my inspiring future back! Maybe 80k isn’t so bad.
19/04/2011 at 13:07
80k is a lot, but it’s not impossible. it was your dream to go to sweden for college, and i think it’ll be awesome, but yes there’s an alternative which is working there or living there after grad school. i think you should make a pro con list!